WHAT PLANT BASED MEDICINE TAUGHT ME ABOUT PAIN & FEAR… and what’s really happening when I am suffering… 🌱 ✨

This morning I woke up with a fever and deep heart ache.
Someone I love deeply is gone.
I felt my frustration with the fever.
I felt my judgement of myself for feeling so attached to their location on the planet.

I just bawled and felt my head throb.
Here it is.
That same moment.
I’ve been here so many times in my life.

The moment when a thought I think causes excrutiating pain in my body.
The experience of emotional pain.”I feel alone. They’re really gone. It’s really over.”

And for a moment I think “Yes… let it all out Mandy.. let out all the tears and pain”.. but then I remembered what the medicine taught me…

My pain is simply a reaction to a story I’m creating that is painful. Nothing more. I don’t need to understand attachment, I don’t have to try to distract myself or learn to control things…

I just get to experience the emotions that come with the story I’m currently telling.
When I think… “Oh my gosh… Mother Gaia really answered my prayers and cleared the path for me! I am so loved and taken care of. This is extraordinary. I can’t even imagine what amazing things are coming next”.. I feel joy and peace. I feel like the fever is a releasing in my body.

When I think.. “It’s really over. How do I do this now? What if I never feel a soul connection that deep and passionate again?” I feel gripping pain like my heart is in a vice. I feel blood pulsing thrugh my head. I feel the weakness of the fever. I feel pannic and a need to control things. I feel alone.

If you have never done plant based medicine.. they accentuate whatever is deeply in you often, and some hidden things become blaringly apparent.

They can also give you a good baseline for what satisfaction and joy feel like… and you can then feel whether you are close or far away from that.

I still have waves of bawling & head throbbing.. I still feel the adjustment that is required ahead of me.. but I no longer think it’s required to cry tears for the shi**y stories I sometimes make up.

To spend time feeling the emotions of a shi**y, painful story is senseless.

The thoughts come in and the tears happen… but I no longer feel like I have to wait for the pain to subside. I now am fully aware that this is just what it feels like to tell shi**y stories and I can stop anytime I desire. I just simply let the emotion go. Drop it like a weight into my pelvis and let it go. Surrender it.

Sometimes I don’t desire to let go of it. Sometimes it feels good to feel the intensity.. I feel alive, awake. I feel the awareness of the depth of the connection or the experience.. the contrast… and that’s ok too.

So I cry, laugh, and feel completely aware that nothing is wrong. I can tell any story I want to and experience any emotion I desire.

And above it all, I just feel really grateful that I got to love so big. The rest is just a roller coaster I create. lol

m xx

Ps: This is my very first- say all the real things in this new woo space blog. Ty for experience it with me. It feels really aligned & soooooo good! 🥰🙏🏼✨

MF indecision

MF indecision

Every single thing I have, I have because I claimed it WAY before I felt like I had any evidence or proof that I could have it.


It’s time we get really UNAPOLOGETIC about claiming what we want.

I created offers, did blogs, let my voice be heard even when no one was listening.
Even when I had no idea if anything would work.
Even when I was told I was being irresponsible.

I did whatever I wanted to do, which felt like getting me closer to my dream.

I made promises and then worked through all the things that came up trying to stop me from keeping my word.

I invested in myself with mentors before I had any evidence that it would pay off, with no clue how I was going to make it work.

And I stayed the course.
I stayed in KNOWING, and followed my heart.

THIS DOESN’T MEAN that the voice of indecision wasn’t screaming its little head off.


I just chose not to listen.
I chose ME.
I chose my DREAM, My heart, My soul…

I don’t believe in waiting, holding back, playing by the rules…
I don’t believe in playing small & sacrificing NOW.

I LEAN into the fear and choose to believe, to do the work to outgrow the need to ease back when it feels hard.

I believe IN YOU. I know what is possible for you, and I don’t give a shit what it has looked like up until now.


The past is not evidence of what is possible for you now.


It was always you.

Your “hell yes” from soul is ALWAYS right, and the ONLY time there ever is it’s NOW.

It’s time to outgrow some sh**
It’s time to create some boundaries and protect your genius.
It’s time we get UNAPOLOGETIC about money.
It’s time we CHOOSE OUR OWN happiness…. because what we choose for us, we make available for EVERYONE.

We are the example of what is possible for ALL.
We set the standard.
We change the norms.
We choose what gets to be SPOKEN about.
We choose what happiness is available for us all.

And I’m honored to walk this with you.



Not only will these 30 days change the trajectory of your life, but together we will change the trajectory of the world.

Finally understand what makes you happy, which is how you will get the money & impact the world. #together

– Have clarity on your dream life

– How to create boundaries with people without it causing tons of angst and drama

– Why you feel guilty when you are thriving and others aren’t

– Knowing how $ plays a vital role run your happiness

– Understanding your worth – growing into the person that knows they are meant to be happy and wealthy

– How to be HAPPY while building your business and creating your dream life.

– Breaking out of the bad habits you may blame on external circumstances that are creating anxiety & overwhelm, or sadness & anger.

– Releasing the old stuck emotions and trauma to truly finally have space for JOY & WEALTH

– Getting your priorities in order. When you don’t live within your VALUES – you do not thrive long term.

– Building new habits that back your dream life

– Creating time for the things that matter without freaking out that the sky will fall

– Having time and space to heal and work through things while still making tons of money (I do this always)

– Understanding the real process of being happy & wealthy

– Learning how to TRUST the process & get all the results on the other side because you STAYED IN IT.


I can’t wait to walk this out with you!
We begin March 10th…. but I will have some surprise prep-work for you before then.

I love you
mandy xx

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>> We came to WIN

>> We came to WIN <<

???????? Not for the stuff.
???????? Not to prove anything to anyone.
???????? Not because we have to or something bad will happen…

AND definitely not because we have to.

We came to WIN because that’s what happens when we give our very best.

That’s what LOVE looks like.

We came to WIN because it’s what makes our soul breathe.

We came to WIN because we are here to LIVE LIFE ALL IN. Holding nothing back.

So when we are 95 looking back at life we know we showed the *** up and left nothing on the table.

Because we are meant to be ALIVE. AWAKE.
Turned ON.

And the little excuses and fears hardly hold us back.

>> What if I fail?
So I fail.
I learn and go again.

>> What if it all feels like too much?
Then it feels like too much and we learn to adjust it so it feels just right.

>> What if others think I’m an egotistical wack job?
Oh, for sure they will.
But you aren’t here for them.
You are here for the humans who are searching for the very answers you hold.
The very inspiration you naturally are.
The very caliber you live life at.
The way you think and teach.
Your personality and demeanor.

What’s the alternative?
Watch someone else’s fake life on TV?
Drink the boredom away?
Eat the fear?

Maybe pick a fight so we are soooo damn bored waiting for life to somehow be exciting?

hahaha #human (wincing)

It’s time now.
Maybe you need someone to tell you that nothing else ever needed to be any different than it is.
Everything is ok. ❤️
It’s all literally, exactly where it needs to be to get to where you want to go.


Maybe you need someone to tell you to KNOCK IT OFF.
???? Enough is enough.
Life is WAY too short to waste a day, let alone weeks and months living anything other than the very life you desire most.

What could possibly be so important that we would give up the ONE life we have here on earth for?

We are willing to give that up because some people might judge or not understand?

We are willing to give that up because of someone’s poor decisions and our lack of boundaries?

We are willing to give that up because we are afraid to be alone?

The VERY way to be ALONE is to keep making choices that bore you and frustrate you so that you isolate, feel drained, and overwhelmed.

SHOWING UP BIG FOR YOUR LIFE CALLING will ONLY bring amazing things into your life.

It’s time to LIVE.
It’s time to FLY.
It’s time to show the ** up and claim this life.

No one else is going to claim your life for you.
But you already knew that… ????????

And that’s why you have made it this far in this blog.

You ready to go all-in?
You ready to play a big game?

I promise you, it’s SO MUCH easier than it feels.
It always is before we do the brave thing.
It’s not until AFTER we use our courage to step in do we realize how simple it all could be… and how much FUN we could have doing it.

hahahaha #iloveyou #lets***go

mandy xx

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No more holding back.
No more excuses.
No more listening to the monkey brain keeping us in survival mode.

This is a moment where you get to claim THAT YOU LIFE GETS TO FEEL ALIVE, amazing, and extraordinary.

This is a moment for you to OWN that YOU. ARE. EXTRAORDINARY and the world needs way more of you.

This is one of those moments where everything changes. No time needs to pass, all that ever needed to happen was courage.

The courage to back your dreams.
The courage to bravely walk where others around you have not walked.
That’s what a leader is.

The courage to say YES when the brain screams.. but what ifffffff!!!!

The courage to defy every odd, yet again, as you do.

> Show up.
> Be decisive.
> Know your goal.
> Know what you need to do to reach the goal.
> Do it every single day… working out every pattern and excuse that has been stopping you until now.

And then kick back and enjoy the life created.

Every question answered in this group.
I got you.

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Doors close in 60 hours.

( ????: How I feel about Christmas ????????????✨)

Ready for massive $ breakthrough RIGHT FKG NOW???

Ready for massive $ breakthrough RIGHT FKG NOW???

If you are feeling guilty about focusing on MONEY you will stay stuck.

So let’s do this together.
Money gives opportunity.
Money is a measure of how you are showing up if you are in this field.

We all want to be the person who shows up big and creates positive opportunity.

WHICH MEANS… we all want tons of money.

This is just normal, obvious, common sense, no shit sherlock-ness.

So why all the fuss and drama?

You have been CALLED.
You have the ability.

The desire is a compass showing you what’s to come.
The FEAR is a compass telling you where to go.

The rest is BS.

Stop wasting your time living someone else’s life.
Stop living with the results of someone else’s thinking.
Don’t let the NOISE of others drown out your FKG KNOWING.
and most importantly… HAVE THE COURAGE to follow your heart & intuition. (SJ)

YOU create your life.
Whatever you are doubting and hesitating about… STOP.
You were born for this.
You have always known it.
It was ALWAYS you.

#timetorise #forsuchatimeasthis

I love you
Mandy xx

Ready to let it be SIMPLE?

Ready to see how the welfare mom went global and made $500k in ONE year??

WITH ZERO business experience?

Are you ready to get your MIND blown on just how fun this gets to be?

Are you ready to work out the sneaky sh** that has been keeping you from seeing the path and walking it out with ease???

(I call this the bridge between JUST MF DECIDE, and manifesting.. neither of which are working for most people… I really should name this bridge lol)

It is what it is.

1. HOW to make the $ RIGHT NOW
2. How to follow through.

What else is there?
What would happen if you put everything else aside for a moment and actually learned HOW TO MAKE $ RAPIDLY… and then let it all be fancy later??


And the BONUSES are off their charts.. including “Tips & Tricks” where I give you some serious levels of behind the scenes tricks on how to have powerful content to say every day, and how I master the SKILLS that make my success so easy…

>>>>>> I WAS SO TRIGGERED to do this training but MAN am I glad I obeyed soul. <<<<<<

This training changed lives.

You get instant access to the bonuses and we begin April 10th!!!!

I’ll see you in there!
Mandy xx

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All the #BossLady Things I Had to Learn to Run This Worldwide Business

All the #BossLady Things I Had to Learn to Run This Worldwide Business

> All the #BossLady Things I Had to Learn to Run This Worldwide Business <<

I’ll give you that, owning your inner  #bosslady, can feel scary.

But it only feels scary because it’s new.


In 2015 I got wind of this entrepreneurial world.


What I knew then for business skills-


>> How to wait tables

>> Be a marine

>> Be a nanny for someone else’s kids and still get my kids to sports

>> How to make $400 a week and live off of it

>>That I refused to let my kids have the same life I found myself in

>> That I refused to not have the power to take care of my parents.

>> I wasn’t going to go one more day- one more second feeling like life was so damn POINTLESS.

That was basically all I knew – I was done with the way things were.

Really DONE.


Fast fwd to today – it’s easy to see that I would have to learn a CRAP ton of things in order to be #bosslady of this WORLDWIDE CORPORATION


LITTLE OL’ ME  is now big girl me

I know how to hire/ fire

I know what a corporation is

I know about legal paperwork – website laws-

I know what a OBM is (I just hired one lol)
I’m a CEO – of a worldwide half million dollar corporation. That’s insane – anyone knows me knows that’s clearly an act of divine guidance –






I’ve worked through others telling me I can’t

Telling me I am selfish

Telling me its a fluke


Mentors telling me not to try- it will be too hard.


Handling 30 1:1 clients at a time.
Someone on my team giving away 6 months of free 1:1 coaching to 7 people!! Lol


Tech platform nightmares

Learning to schedule and FREAKING OUT because I felt like my freedom was being taken away


Figuring out that decisiveness is a thing HAHAHA


People taking a program and then not making last payment.

People demanding 1:1’s in a group program and then bashing me as punishment for not complying.


Awkward family moments when others expect me to pay because I make $ now

People telling me I am self absorbed because I share how much the business makes (I’d want to know – so I tell you, it’s that simple)


Heated disagreements with my husband about travel – whose bday party I should or shouldn’t have to go to.

Horong people – investing time and money only to find out they can’t deliver and have to fire them.


Clients blaming me when they didn’t show up

Weird people somehow finding my cell number and calling in the middle of the night

Being taken advantage of – many times


Being sold shit I didn’t need by people I trusted


AND – Every single one of those feels like –

>>> NO BIG DEAL <<< now.


If any happen again not only is it no big deal – but I also have a team that’s trained on how to handle some of these- and others are PRECIOUS golden moments of true healing and connection and GROWTH for my clients.




Moments I got to learn how to be savvy and wise in my business – in the entire business field.


What kind of experience I want to or don’t want to create for my clients.



Not one.


So ya- It’s uncomfortable – but to be honest – learning and getting good at handling all of this was EASY.
It was scary – uncomfortable and challenged my sense of self and worth – BUT IT WAS EASY.


Each situation warranted a new level of trust in myself – and rewarded me with new amazing skills.


If I can you can.

It’s so much easier than it seems – it just requires BALLS and a WHY that will pull you right through it all..


Buy mama a new house? My mama that’s never ever had a home of her own to live in – who has always had to rely on others for her safety –


UM yes- I’ll learn any skill on the planet to do that.

That’s all it ever takes.

The rest is easy – and a part of you already knew that <3






PS: Freaking out about $?

EVERYONE has been asking me to teach this, and I finally feel called to teach it.. And I am SOOOO FREEKIN’ EXCITED!!!

I have become UNAVAILABLE for my audience to be struggling with money any longer, so here it is:

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>> Got a certification and still not making $?
>> Feel like you’re doing everything and it’s still not working?
>> Need cash flow to be able to invest in yourself?
>> Wondering how to do selling and offers day to day without looking desperate?

So was I . This course will give you the tools you need to shift this and become available and ready to handle wealth. (Of all kinds)

>> Make quantum shifts around what you believe is possible.
>> Forgive yourself for all the BS you’ve been putting yourself through with $ stories
>> Finally have confidence that of course you can do this.
>> Recognize that this was always available for you, you just couldn’t see it.
>> See it, show the fk up, get all the $ reward
>> Enjoy the new level

This is the work everyone ignores and then wonders WHY IT’S NOT WORKING

>>> www.mandyperry.com <<<