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ABRAHAM Hicks said… anything that can knock you for a tizzy means there’s work to do.
It’s MY job to stay steady and stable no matter what anyone else says or does… rooted in WHO I AM and my connection to Source.

I’ve been taking a deep dive into healing for the very first time… (largely encouraged by my partner, the most loving, caring human I’ve ever done life with).
For many years I resisted deeper healing modalities because I absolutely resisted the idea that “they” have done any damage to me.

This is going to be different than mainstream teaching, but if it resonates, it will change your entire experience of life.
*Soul is taking you to the places you have already led the way to *
Here’s what I mean…
You lead the way through life with your questions & desires.

It hurts to look myself dead in the eye sometimes.
To witness my shortcomings as a human.
The mistakes I’ve made as a mother that have caused struggle for my children.
The ways I have hurt people.
The ways I have hurt myself.
The ugly things I think, feel and do… STILL.

Trigger warning!
(Personal story of trauma)
I remember telling an adult what he did to me.
I remember being scolded and sent to my room… told I was a “slut… always making men want me.”
The next day I attempted suicide at that young age.
When I woke up in the hospital he was there. “Praying” for me with my family, as if nothing at all had happened.

God, Goddess and all that is, in light… I am present and tuned in in this 8/8 PORTAL. I now decree that I am open and available to receive for my highest good, and the good of all.
I now download all the highest available, high-vibrational, light frequencies to me…
I now download greater bliss, joy, awe, wonder, excitement, vibrant health, money, wealth, stewardship, discipline, trust, wisdom, healing, passion, focus, courage, clarity, KNOWING, power, will, SPACIOUSNESS, uninhibited joy and fun.

The times I’ve been bedridden depressed, and unable to cope, and the times I’ve cried tears of joy in ecstasy.
The “I love you’s and the heart-wrenching goodbyes.
The terrifying failures and the celebrating of an unprecedented victory.
The vibrant health and the frustrating addictions.
The moments of genius clarity and the moment of total confusion.

How you experience things MATTERS, a LOT.
You matter a lot.
How you feel matters.
How to experience things matters.
What you need matters… and not what you need to be ok… what you need to THRIVE… and those are very different standards.

Can I feel all of this pain and love him as is?
Can I feel all of this fear and trust the process for her?
Can I feel all of this uncertainty and still follow through for them?