Daring To Be The One Who Heals The Next Generation…

July 6, 2022

I’ve been wanting to share this moment for a while…
This will only make sense to a small population of humans…

But for you select few… I think this will bring deep, powerful emotions to the surface for you.

I have had this vision for so long… when I was a kid my Aunt and Uncle Jack and Sue used to snuggle on the couch together… and I had never seen that before. THEY WANTED TO BE CLOSE. They giggled and were attached at the hip and I was in awe.

I know this is why I have found my Soulmate today.. because I saw this… I locked it in. I knew it was something rare and special.

I never let go of this vision…
And I expanded it as I grew… envisioning being this woman in a loving healthy relationship, snuggling with my lover in front of the kids and letting them experience this rare moment… giving them a vision of what was possible…

There I was, a few days ago, at my dad’s new house back in my hometown of Winchendon, MA…

Having walked myself through multiple abusive relationships, slowly finding my voice, finding my power, finding my worth….
Creating financial freedom.
Creating a powerful vocabulary…
Creating powerful beliefs that allowed me to walk away.

I’m not going to lie… that shit was one of the top 3 most terrifying and painful things I ever did… as I truly believed abuse was safe (in my nervous system) It was all I had ever known.

But through it all, I never lost sight of this vision of what was possible.. and even when my ex told me over and over and over that I would never find someone who loves me as much as he does, I’d never have this kind of passion and chemistry again… this was once in a lifetime love…

I would see my aunt and uncle on the couch and I’d dare to believe…

So here I was sitting on the swing with my Soulmate in the yard with all the kiddos running around and I felt this grin spread across my face.


To be the woman who dared to walk away.
Dared to believe I could have more.
Dared to believe I was worthy of safe, generous, extraordinary love…

Who stayed the course UNTIL…
Sitting next to the most loving, patient, sweet, thoughtful, powerful man I have ever met… the one who planned all of this for me…

Basking in LOVE.
Letting them witness.

I didn’t anticipate the moment but I sure as hell felt it when it happened. A cheeky grin, eyes covered, “get a room comments” and I knew…. this was it.

I remember feeling uncomfortable witnessing my aunt and uncle, and I also remember how that changed me forever.

Maybe, just maybe this would change this forever for one or all of them.

And THAT felt really, really fkg good.
The one who did it.

TO BE IN THE MOMENT, and to be fully conscious that it had all come full circle and I was in the moment I always dreamed of….

TY SOURCE… more of this, please.

m xx

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