Investing To Build My Business…

May 10, 2022

(what it actually looks like)

I’ve spent 2.5 years just diving deeply into my spiritual journey and experiences…
I traveled the world, ran the beaches naked, snuggle puddled, journeyed, done wild, amazing ceremonies with the Mayan & Balinese healers, learned to dance with my feminine, coached by Spiritual mentors…

And it’s been extraordinary.
I look back at who I was 3 years ago and it’s amazing how much growth can happen in such a short period of time.

It feels similar to when I started the business on welfare and made my first million in 25 months… only for my spiritual life.

And today I have chosen to merge the worlds.
I am a Spiritual Business coach… so they are already merged in some ways… but not within me.

One of my patterns is a dichotomy.
I’m either all in on Spirituality or all in on business… this is how I tend to do things.

So for the first time in my life… I have two of the world’s greatest coaches, one for each.

And of course the same voices are coming up as anyone else!
What if I screw this up?
What if it’s too much to do both?
What if I invest all of this $ and it doesn’t work?

And I remind myself what I remind my clients all the time…
>> A mentor is not another thing to do on your checklist… it is SUPPORT.
>> How could double the support ever be harder? lol
>> The past is not evidence of my future. Predicting it will look similar after investing in a coach is silly.
>> The only thing I have to do is choose who I want to BE today. Nothing else matters.
>> We must leap way before we feel “ready”. We go first, Source meets us there.
>> Create a need, and the need will be filled.
>> theend

m xx

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My Conversation with Thich Nhat Hanh

What?! You mean… compassion for others includes the woman lying and hurting the man I love? It includes compassion for her?
That’s easy for you to say.
You don’t have a wife or kids that you love like I love them.
What’s that you say?
That’s how you love EVERYTHING? All humans? All animals and sentient beings?

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Not My Place To Get Someone To See the “Truth”…

For as long as I can remember I have always felt responsible for helping others see the things that they cannot see… the boyfriend on drugs, the way they are being taken advantage of, the abuse happening…
I have always suffered deeply to see anyone else suffering ESPECIALLY when I can see a way for their suffering to end!
This is what drove me so hard to break out of all of the abuse I was experiencing, go to school for 10 years while working and being a single mother with almost zero child support, start my business and make my first Mill in 2 years… THAT is a lot of drive, and it ALL came from MY WANTING TO END OTHERS SUFFERING.

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What I Resist, I Empower

I see this belief lately that “standing for a world where race & religion do not matter is naive.”
(And abusive)
It’s popped up a number of times in my feed and then once now in my own life.
”It’s exclusive and doesn’t account for all the biases happening today. Anyone who believes this only believes it because they don’t get it. They aren’t the ones experiencing the racism, sexism or etc.”
I understand the basis of this.

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Someone Told Me “You are not as enlightened as you think you are.”

And I wondered what that meant? What an unusual statement?
I realized that there’s a whole entire culture referred to as “woke” which couldn’t possibly believe more differently than my mentors who are considered “enlightened”. Which was she referring to?
And I chuckled.
I’m definitely not either…
Talk about a wild time to exist looking to find your way to a life full of joy and peace!

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Meditation Breakthrough

New one hour meditations….
I’m beginning to see what’s underneath all the crap….
I’m wildly resisting the reality of what’s happening to people and animals in the world… It feels like it cracks my brain and will burry me to accept it.

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I Was Being A Hypocrite

Sometimes we expect people to handle things even better than we are capable of handling them simply because society would agree that’s how it should be handled.
But that’s still hypocrisy…
Just because we can make the best argument for that being how it should have been handled… (womennnnnn lol)

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