Money & Being A Loving Spiritual Human

November 3, 2021

I had this fear that once I start making even more money I’d turn into a bad person.
I had this fear when I started… and worked through it.

But after making my first couple million… I evolved and changed into a much deeper spiritual person and then had the same fear arise going to my next level.

So today I did my work to FEEL why making even more wealth will make me an even more heart-centered loving human… now that I am much more conscious.

How does it contribute to me being MORE LOVING & generous?

I have so many choices.
I choose what is most aligned.

Coaches & retreats for my kids.
Epic holidays & memories for my family.

Plant medicine ceremonies & yoga retreats.
Big tips.
Gifts of all kinds.

Take good care of my team.
Healing luxury.

Create beautiful experiences for my humans.
Take them traveling with me.

Donate to charities in large amounts or create charities and change the lives of many many people.

Full financial freedom.
Spend my time celebrating others.
Live in a creative flow.
Help others become financially free.
Create a sacred circle for us all to KNOW we always have each other.

Generational wealth for my lineage…
Take my family on vacations.
Hire more people.
Go on romantic trips.
Home in nature with privacy, mountains and ocean.
Create a retreat center with plant medicine.
Hire family so they can work their creative genius.
Rent out spaces for girl’s nights!
Loan $ out to single mothers & poor for business.
Financial plans for my family …

I can feel her.
When I get scared I’ll turn into some flashy human I give myself permission to be her if I ever desire to be her… and recognize that today it’s not my desire.

There is no point in worrying about that, I trust the me then will choose what’s aligned just like the me now does.

This fantasy of a woman who goes dark and becomes self-obsessed because of money is a deeply rooted fear born in religious teachings of my childhood… and comments a lot of people make about rich people being snobby.

I will do this work at each new level I arrive at and continue to be in alignment with who I desire to be.

Today that’s Chanel bags and Birkenstocks. lol
I make the rules, I am allowed to grow and change into whatever feels aligned and I release the fear I will ever choose anything other than deep alignment no matter what anyone thinks about it.

When the fear arises I remind myself it doesn’t exist. The Mandy who chooses a misaligned life DOESN’T EXIST, and future Mandy is allowed to choose anything she pleases that feels aligned.

I release the need to feel like I need to control what she chooses as she increases her revenue. SHE’S FREE. I FREE HER to choose as she desires as she grows.

m xx

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