November 18, 2021

I have the power to walk away from ANYTHING.
I have the power to go back to all unfinished business.

Back to the gym.
Back to the drawing board.
Back to the launch.
Back to the mentor.
Back to the magic.
Back to joy.

I can walk away from anything that is not aligned without any justification or explanation.

I can go back to anything aligned and start right back where I left off.

And nothing is wrong.
Nothing is bad.
I didn’t screw up.
I didn’t make a mistake.
Nothing should have ever been any different than it is.

This is exactly what it was always supposed to look like.

Today I do the hard thing and breathe in how good it feels to be aligned.


I walk away from what’s not aligned.
Start again where I left off.
I realign.
I adjust.
I acclimate.
I calibrate.
I decide.
I stay the course.

I feel the fear and do it anyway.
I fall hard and stand the fk back up anyways.

I tell the truth about what is aligned.
I’m not afraid of the disappointment, not afraid of the pain, not afraid of the failure…

I’m not afraid of pain.
It’s just a sensation in my body.
It passes if I allow it to flow.
It changes into power if I allow it.

I am power.
I have always had all the power I need to create all I’m here to create.
And nothing has changed.

No circumstance, no decision, no feeling changes this.
Nothing that belongs to me can be taken away.
Anything that leaves was never mine.

I’m excited about the change.
Everything changes, nothing is permanent.
I easily allow change to happen.
I let the emotions flow without trying to change them.
I choose thoughts that feel good and exciting.
I allow the excitement to bubble up on the heels of pain.

I allow NEW.
I live in possibility…
But what if … what if today is the day it all turns around?
There are a million ways today can play itself out.
And I expect miracles… I expect love gifts from Source.

And I enjoy every waking second of the journey… because I was born for this…


m xx

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What?! You mean… compassion for others includes the woman lying and hurting the man I love? It includes compassion for her?
That’s easy for you to say.
You don’t have a wife or kids that you love like I love them.
What’s that you say?
That’s how you love EVERYTHING? All humans? All animals and sentient beings?

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This is what drove me so hard to break out of all of the abuse I was experiencing, go to school for 10 years while working and being a single mother with almost zero child support, start my business and make my first Mill in 2 years… THAT is a lot of drive, and it ALL came from MY WANTING TO END OTHERS SUFFERING.

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(And abusive)
It’s popped up a number of times in my feed and then once now in my own life.
”It’s exclusive and doesn’t account for all the biases happening today. Anyone who believes this only believes it because they don’t get it. They aren’t the ones experiencing the racism, sexism or etc.”
I understand the basis of this.

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And I wondered what that meant? What an unusual statement?
I realized that there’s a whole entire culture referred to as “woke” which couldn’t possibly believe more differently than my mentors who are considered “enlightened”. Which was she referring to?
And I chuckled.
I’m definitely not either…
Talk about a wild time to exist looking to find your way to a life full of joy and peace!

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New one hour meditations….
I’m beginning to see what’s underneath all the crap….
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Sometimes we expect people to handle things even better than we are capable of handling them simply because society would agree that’s how it should be handled.
But that’s still hypocrisy…
Just because we can make the best argument for that being how it should have been handled… (womennnnnn lol)

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