The Only Future I Will Accept… Is One Where You Are Wildly Free

February 23, 2022

Nothing else can exist.

A world where everything you have experienced and ACTUALLY ARE is 100% fully accepted.

Anything less is a life of delusion.
A life of self-betrayal and denial.

The only future acceptable is the future where you get to experience the very best life has to offer… because you understand your innate worth.


Your body.
Your wealth.
Your personality.

Your brightness.
Your power.
Your awakeness.

The molestations.
The depression phases.
The suicide attempts.

The fk ups.
The wins.

And every TRUE thing you truly need, desire, and feel.

Because it all IS.
It already IS.
All of it.

So any other world where you have to BE or DO anything different to be LOVABLE, cherished, and well taken care of is a world of illusion.

None of it is real.
You are as deserving of extraordinary LOVE and a world made up of your most wild dreams come true AS ANY HUMAN EVER WAS.

The only thing that needs to happen is for you to now act like it.

To decide that no thought, emotion, or circumstance means anything. It just is, just like all that has been, just is.

And none of it is a reason you don’t get to experience life the way you truly desire.


There is nothing to fix.
There is nothing you need to do
Nothing is wrong… everything is right on track…

Now, act like it.

Today, make decisions that are in alignment with your DESIRES, your KNOWING, your destination. Whatever is, just is. It doesn’t MEAN ANYTHINGGGGGGGG. Not one damn thing.

It means nothing… except for what you say it means.
I know you have heard that 10000 times… but if you REALLY truly understood this, felt this, KNEW this…



For real.



m xx

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