I have felt profound unworthiness every time I tried to feel God’s presence… and sit in meditation…
And to my surprise… I realized that UNWORTHINESS is nothing but ego.
It is simply more self-focus.
“I’m this. I did this. I didn’t accomplish that.” Yada yadda.
And each time I remind myself of this quote: “Instead of focusing on our flaws… focus on God’s Love.”
It’s simply the habit of focusing on ourselves instead of God.
As usual lol. #human
And this is the essential work of awakening/ salvation/ enlightenment…
To remember the illusion of maya.
The lie that we are separate from God…
The very real awful habit of focusing solely on our human experience and forgetting who we are.
WHAT we are.
Say it with me:
I focus solely on God’s love for all, and that includes me.
When I forget what I am, I instantly remember.
When unworthiness and self-hate start to creep up… I refocus on God and his grace.
I am nature, I was created by the word of God… just like the stars, the ocean and the birds… I am part of all the magic that exists. I am not separate.
I release the need to try to prove my worthiness and pacify my ego. I do not need to feel worthy to KNOW what I AM.
I accept the feelings and allow them to pass through me and transmute into love.
It is no problem because I REMEMBER that I am one with God, and God is pure bliss, Joy and LOVE.
Nothing else exists. ❤
With all my love,
Mandy