I don’t second-guess myself

I don’t negotiate with what I already know…

I don’t do confusion.
If it’s not clear, it’s a no.
If it doesn’t feel safe, I step back.
If I have to fight to be understood, I’m in the wrong place.
I don’t explain my truth to people who keep showing they can’t hold it.
I don’t wait around for potential.
I don’t accept crumbs from anyone… emotionally, energetically, spiritually. It doesn’t serve them.

I feel what love is.
It’s not excuses. It’s not a defense. It’s not lovely words.

> It protects.
> It shows up.
> It repairs.
> If it doesn’t do that, it’s not love.

I trust what I see.
I trust what I sense.
I trust what I already know.
I don’t need one more sign.
I don’t need to wait and see.
I’m already clear.

I don’t argue with reality.
I don’t soften the truth to keep the peace.
I don’t carry the weight of someone else’s healing.

————- This is the line ————-

I walk with truth.
I stay with myself.
And I don’t move for anyone who won’t meet me there.

I vow to keep moving forward.
I vow to rise even when no one cheers.
… to belong to my breath, God, and my joy… first, always, fully.

I was sent here to shine.
To speak what others won’t.
To carry light into dark places.
To awaken what’s been sleeping.

I’m not here to prove myself.
I’m not here to get applause, approval, or validation.
I’m here to live in full alignment with the Creator’s will… no hiding, no pretending, no compromising.
That’s where my real power comes from.
That’s what I return to, no matter what anyone else does.

From this moment forward,
I recognize only what is real.
I say yes to nothing less than full alignment.

This is the continual return.
To who I’ve always been.
To why I came here.
To what I will not leave this earth without doing.

I remember.
And I walk forward as the woman God entrusted with the fire.

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Everyone around you pretends they are fine

Being the one who CHOOSES TO HEAL, when everyone around you pretends they are fine…
When we stop performing, people get uncomfortable.
When we stop absorbing everyone else’s chaos, they get upset.
When we stop fixing, explaining, shrinking, or keeping the peace, we get called dramatic, lazy, or too much. We are labeled “the problem”.
When we tell the truth about the effect things are having on us…
When we NAME abuse, and crappy behavior… people will use it to make you look like the problem.

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The Upgrade Hurts

I feel the thousands of humans all over the world are sitting in bedrooms, saunas, coffee shops, and back porches… 
with tears in their eyes and pressure in their chest…
because something they used to survive with no longer fits the soul they’ve become.
They’re waking up in the subtle, aching way … the … I can’t do it that way anymore…. awakening.

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The COURAGE to hold beauty…

I got a very bad hair coloring today. She accidentally covered up my beautiful white streaks and made my hair a grayish muted flat color. It will take a month to correct.
And I cried. It is so very flat and ugly… and I couldn’t help but notice the timing of it…
I’ve been slowly allowing my sparkle to come back… daring to venture into my own beauty again after having to face the kind of cruelty some people are capable of…

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Feel like you’re losing your feminine energy?

Maybe you didn’t lose it, maybe you’re finding a new authentic way to embody it…
In this culture and certainly in this industry… the ways we previously accessed our feminine energy were through high-intensity, external stimulation… through men who sparked something in us but never truly held us, through plant medicine communities that confused spiritual bypassing with real embodiment, and through trying to be desirable as a way of value… sexuality as the doorway to feminine energy.

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What to do if it feels like meditation is a waste of time?

(What I learned from Mooji)
Meditation was ALWAYS a huge struggle for me.
Even now that I literally never have to work again if I don’t want to… I still feel a voice in me telling me I’m wasting time if I just be present with God in meditation.
This is VERY normal, lol. It is our brain’s job to just keep feeding thoughts… that ultimately distract us from our true self. It’s just not a problem.
Mooji said it brilliantly, “This ‘seemingly passive’ action generates tremendous power.”

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