We don’t ask God to do things

God is already perfect.
I realized that asking Him to change things… is kind of ridiculous.

The Creator of all… doesn’t need my instruction.
He doesn’t need my plan.
He doesn’t need me to “remind” Him of what’s right.

He is perfection.
He is already moving everything toward truth… not in my timing, but in alignment.

So now, I don’t pray to get God to act.
I pray to become the kind of soul through whom God can act.
I don’t ask Him to move mountains.

I ask Him to move me into the vibration where mountains no longer block the way.

Because the deeper truth is:
It’s not about changing the world to match my vision.
It’s about expanding my vessel until I can hold the vision He already is.

And in that space?
There is no striving… no figuring out…
No grasping.
Just trust.

Not the passive kind…
The kind that shakes the room with peace and creates miracles.

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Everyone around you pretends they are fine

Being the one who CHOOSES TO HEAL, when everyone around you pretends they are fine…
When we stop performing, people get uncomfortable.
When we stop absorbing everyone else’s chaos, they get upset.
When we stop fixing, explaining, shrinking, or keeping the peace, we get called dramatic, lazy, or too much. We are labeled “the problem”.
When we tell the truth about the effect things are having on us…
When we NAME abuse, and crappy behavior… people will use it to make you look like the problem.

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The Upgrade Hurts

I feel the thousands of humans all over the world are sitting in bedrooms, saunas, coffee shops, and back porches… 
with tears in their eyes and pressure in their chest…
because something they used to survive with no longer fits the soul they’ve become.
They’re waking up in the subtle, aching way … the … I can’t do it that way anymore…. awakening.

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I don’t second-guess myself

I don’t negotiate with what I already know…
I don’t do confusion.
If it’s not clear, it’s a no.
If it doesn’t feel safe, I step back.
If I have to fight to be understood, I’m in the wrong place.
I don’t explain my truth to people who keep showing they can’t hold it.
I don’t wait around for potential.
I don’t accept crumbs from anyone… emotionally, energetically, spiritually. It doesn’t serve them.

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The COURAGE to hold beauty…

I got a very bad hair coloring today. She accidentally covered up my beautiful white streaks and made my hair a grayish muted flat color. It will take a month to correct.
And I cried. It is so very flat and ugly… and I couldn’t help but notice the timing of it…
I’ve been slowly allowing my sparkle to come back… daring to venture into my own beauty again after having to face the kind of cruelty some people are capable of…

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