I’ve always wished that I could be more graceful in my journey…
Neater. More linear. Less messy.
Less drastic changes.
And sometimes I really feel like something is wrong with me when I see my peers being the same. Same. Same. 10 years later… the same.
And… through this I’ve come to embrace the craziness as I realize that it is this way because I outgrow myself 100x a year.
Like most of you, I come from a long line of trauma.
So … did we think it was just magically going to look all neat? Lol
Did we think that breaking lineal habits and imprintings was going to go smoothly?
Did we think we would be without BIG challenges?
Did we think we would understand it all every time we find ourselves on a whole, entire, new planet? Lol
Did we think we would intellect our way out of it all? Learn enough to finally understand it all?
Did we think that it would look like the person next to us?
Did we think that we would feel good comparing ourselves to the people around us when YOU ARE THE ONE breaking the mold?
Silly.
Lol
No.
If it is happening it is God’s will. We know… Because… it is happening lol
And learning more, more moreeee is not going to change any of this…
OUR WORK IS TO ALLOW THE SOUL TO BE GUIDED EVEN WHEN THE INTELLECT IS IN THE DARKNESS…
To calm the mind and experience God rather than understand God.
To let go.
To tell ourselves the whole truth as deeply as we can every step of the way.
TO AIM at connection with the Divine… and relentlessly pursue oneness… so we can be soothed, carried and activated in the light… rather than needing to pull from those around us.
And no matter how messy or painful, how scary or unfamiliar…. WE don’t ever change our aim.
No matter how joyful, how epic and abundant… we don’t change our aim toward our creator.
“If you only knew how much God loves you, you would cry tears of joy for the rest of your life.”
❤ Let’s do that.