Claiming restoration

Claiming restoration

Jan 9, 2025 | Abundance mindset

I declare that full RESTORATION in every area of my life is already done.

I do not beg, I do not plead, I do not hope…I KNOW.
I know it is done. I know everything that felt lost, delayed, or taken has already been restored to me, multiplied beyond what I could imagine. There is no room for doubt. I release the need to see it first, because I know that creation begins in the unseen, and it is already moving into form.

I am not separate from the Source that restores all things. The desires in my heart are not random – they are divine impulses, God’s way of showing me what is already mine. What I long for is already unfolding because my soul is aligned with God’s will. My restoration is not coming someday – it exists now. I stand in it, I breathe it in, I move as if it is here because it is here.

There is no lack. There is no limitation. There is no delay. What was taken is returned tenfold. What was broken is made whole. What was empty is now overflowing. Every cell in my body, every relationship in my life, every dream in my heart is being made new. The work is done, the path is clear, and I trust the process completely.

I do not dwell on what I see, because I know there is a greater reality moving through me and for me. I refuse to believe that any moment of my life was wasted – not one moment. Everything has been a preparation. Every challenge has refined me. Every delay has served me. Nothing was lost, and nothing can be lost because all of it is part of the restoration unfolding in perfect time.

I walk with boldness now. I walk with confidence. I walk as though it is already done, because it is. I am no longer bound by fear, hesitation, or overthinking. I refuse to entertain thoughts of “what if” or “too late” because those are illusions, and I live in truth. The truth is that I am already restored. The truth is that what I desire – healing, peace, joy, love, abundance – is already complete. It is here. It is done.

I feel it in my body. I feel it activates in my nervous system. My breath steadies as I declare: I am made new. I am restored. My life is overflowing with goodness in ways beyond what I can comprehend. My mind is clear, my spirit is strong, and my heart is full. I trust God’s timing, and I trust God’s plan because it has never failed me. Not once.

What I thought was lost has been found.
What I thought was delayed has been perfectly aligned.
What I thought was broken has been reborn into something far more beautiful than before.

I step forward in faith, knowing that restoration is already my reality. My health is restored. My purpose is restored. My family, my joy, my energy, my peace, my abundance – already restored.

There is no waiting.
I no longer question.
I no longer fight.
I declare it.
I receive it.
I live it.
I AM IT.

It is done. And so it is.

There is no such thing as leaving someone behind…as you step into your power and a new level

There is no such thing as leaving someone behind…as you step into your power and a new level

Jan 9, 2025 | Abundance mindset

This has always been one of my top resistances to thriving & big success.

And I find myself working through this fear again as I create this new life with Gregg and stepping back into my business.

I play the long game.
I’m not afraid to sit here in the mud for as long as I need to clear my pathway and launch.

I have thoughts that if I step back into my power I’ll leave him behind.
I’ll be “separate” from him… and maybe the relationship won’t work.

And I have to remind myself… there is no such thing. That is my EGO.

Mandy,
The VERY BEST thing you can do for everyone is to STEP FULLY into your power and create every magical thing you desire… BECAUSE:

1.You are responsible for your own alignment.
Your energy, Joy and purpose are sacred. They are your responsibility to cultivate and protect, and no one else can do that for you.

2.Your growth inspires others without forcing them. (Gregg forgive me for trying to force you sometimes to appease my fears) BLAH.
When you live fully in your power, you show others what is possible. It’s not your job to carry them (REPEAT… IT’S NOT YOUR JOB TO CARRY THEM… that’s an illusion of you appeasing your fears and trying to control the outcome)… it’s your job to SHINE and let them choose their own path.

3.You’re freeing yourself from limits:
Requiring others to keep up or align with your journey creates unnecessary resistance. By releasing that, you allow yourself to move at your own natural pace. (FLY baby FLYYYY) Most likely they will also fly better when you stop trying to get them to do it your way #ego. ❤

4.Your God magic expands when you’re unrestricted:
When you stop waiting for others to “catch up” (hello ego), you create limitless possibilities for yourself. You tap into your highest frequencies and consciousness and manifest with ease.

5.You deserve the life you dream of:
After all… God gave you that dream.
Your vision exists because it’s MEANT FOR YOU. You don’t need anyone else’s permission or PARTICIPATION to create it.

Say it with me:
It is already done. My power is absolute, my alignment is perfect, and my reality reflects the fullness of who I am. I no longer see myself as someone stepping into power – I AM power. It radiates through me effortlessly because this is who I have always been.

I feel no guilt, no hesitation, no second-guessing. I am anchored in the truth that I am fully aligned with God’s will, and my power is a reflection of His divine creation within me. I am not trying, striving, or working for it… it is already complete. I live it, breathe it, and walk in it now.

Every part of my life reflects the truth of my power. My health is radiant and vibrant. My relationships are lighthearted and uplifting. My wealth flows in limitless abundance. I am the woman who has it all, through His power and I feel the joy, ease, and peace that come with knowing it is already done.

I no longer carry guilt for leaving behind people or circumstances that are not aligned with this truth. I am not leaving anyone behind because my reality has already shifted. Those who are meant to thrive with me are rising effortlessly into this new reality. Those who are not aligned have already faded away, gently and lovingly, because they no longer fit into the frequency I embody.

I feel the fullness of my blessings in every moment. I don’t hope for miracles – they surround me. I don’t wait for abundance – it flows to me endlessly. I don’t wonder if I’m in alignment – I know it, deep in my being. My new reality is here, and I live it unapologetically, confidently, and joyfully.

There is no resistance, no doubt, no hesitation. The past is gone, the guilt is gone, the striving is gone. All that remains is the unshakable certainty that I AM already living as my highest self. This is not a process… it is a fact. It is done. It is mine.

I am no longer held back by what anyone else thinks, feels, or expects of me. I honor my own alignment, knowing that my power serves the highest good. I am not afraid of losing people, because I know everyone in my life now is here by divine design.

Every moment of my life feels expansive, free, and overflowing. I don’t chase, I don’t fear, I don’t question. I move through my days with the absolute certainty that I am fully supported, fully aligned, and fully living in the blessings God has already given me.

I AM power. I AM alignment. I AM the woman who creates miracles with her words, her energy, and her faith. It is already done. This is the only reality that exists. ORTE.

And so it is.
Amen.

Manifesting a man to provide for me…

Manifesting a man to provide for me…

Dec 5, 2024 | Abundance mindset

I’m learning to allow myself to have BOTH, the man who provides for me and my own wealth…

So… I always held the frequency that I always make more money. The end… and so I did.

I held the frequency that I make it rapidly. Like makes-no-sense rapidly. And so I did. I went from my first month coaching making $4k to $40k the next month. I never did $10k months.
And I simply kept increasing from there until I had an $82k DAY.

And this all made sense to me in my own little world. lol
I surrounded myself with others doing the same.

UNTIL… one day I found myself in a very painful and uncomfortable place… without recognizing what was happening.

I met Gregg and I had essentially lived the last year off of all the built-up payment plans… and it was now starting to decrease… $60k months… $50k… $40… $30…

And every time I went to go do my magic I just froze.
I didn’t want to.
The burst of endless energy wasn’t there.

And I remembered what my mama had taught me.
God gives you the grace to do what he asks you to do.
When it’s removed HE removed it.

Obviously, I had a major temper tantrum about this… I was so confused. “OK GOD… IF YOU AREN’T GOING TO PROVIDE FOR ME FINANCIALLY THEN WHAT?!”

I mean I was completely pissed!
HE ALWAYS provided for me. ALWAYS.

I’ll never forget Gregg coming alongside me asking me if he could help financially. I was horrified lol. Exactly ZERO part of me was ok with that. It was completely unfamiliar… and felt like a trap. One I wanted nothing to do with.

I don’t remember exactly but I’m sure I gave a very sharp reply at the time… and explained that that’s not how manifestation works and not how I work. LOL (omg this is a bit embarrassing to recount lol)

So 2-3 months later… same thing happening… $20k months… still no YES in my body to go manifest it. To go create it. NOTHING can interfere with manifesting $. NOTHING.

YET something clearly was. I was lost.

….

The second time he asked me I said yes while I bawled. He just held me. This man knew something I did not.

He knew what it was to PROVIDE for a woman.
He knew what it meant to HOLD her in his provisions.
He knew what it was to PROTECT her from her own self-sufficiency.

But I knew nothing of this.
It was so friggin unfamiliar to my entire system that I couldn’t see God was answering my prayers.

I could ONLY SEE the answer if it was something familiar.
If my business produces a shocking amount of money out of nowhere.
If checks came in the mail in the amounts of hundreds of thousands from the craziest stories.
Refunds.
Free things.

A MAN PROVIDING FOR ME?
The only association I had with that was “trapped”… he will use it to gain power over me and manipulate me.

God was healing me and I was putting up the FIGHT OF MY LIFE. lol

…

And ONLY Source could have created such magic for Gregg and I.
Gregg had only known providing without being shown any gratitude for it and being taken advantage of through it.

I had only known someone wanting power over me or using me for my provisions.

And just like that… 1 mile away from each other… God brought us together and we began to heal.
He was asking me to BE PROVIDED for by a man with a pure heart who loves me.

And he was asking Gregg to provide for a woman who would endlessly appreciate his efforts… and would use the provisions to grow and heal rather than use them for superficial advancements.

WOHHHHHHH.
Who would have thought that we COULD BOTH heal from this major change in both of our lives. I mean Gregg was already providing almost 6 figures for his CS and alimony. To take on this responsibility must have felt almost crippling. Yet he said yes to his guidance without pause. AND I REALLY MEAN WITHOUT PAUSE.

It has taken time for him to trust in GOD and not just himself to provide… and he’s still working on the energy of trust VS do… but that’s what MY ALLOWING HIM TO PROVIDE did FOR HIM. It brought him closer to God.

And that’s what me allowing him to provide for me did for me… it deeply and profoundly healed parts of me I never knew were broken.

And this lesson has changed me forever.
GOD’S WILL FIRST. always.

Because my BEST and brightest… most savvy thinking falls so insanely short of God’s brilliance. God’s never-ending LOVE that comes in the exact form needed… RIGHT ON TIME, always.

Deep inside I desired to feel like a valuable woman… who a loving and SAFE… powerful man wanted to take care of.

I would NEVER experience that while fighting to self-provide.
I needed the season of not being able to in order to break my stubbornness.

It always makes perfect sense looking back lol.
So today… I ask myself… what deep longing am I pretending doesn’t exist while I focus on getting the thing I think will make me feel how I want to feel?

I let go of every single thing I think I need and go within.
Who do I feel called to be?
How do I long to FEEL?

And then I say YES to however God wants to create that.
Whewwwww!!!!
I feel utter relief at how much drama I will now avoid HAHAHAHA. And now I get to have BOTH. Ahhhh!

I love you.
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