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She never over-functioned to be liked.
She never stepped in to be chosen.
She never carried weight to avoid being left.
Her body was trained for something far sharper:
Prevent disaster.
Prevent collapse.
Prevent irreversible harm.
Prevent the kind of pain that destroys lives beyond repair.
Her over-functioning was not people-pleasing.
It was protection.
It was vigilance.
She kept hearing the same thing from everyone…
This teacher, that teacher changed my life.
This program made me millions.
This work is everything.
But every time she listened, something in her body said no.
The teachings felt flat.
Monotonous.
Predictable.
Dry in a way that made her feel annoyed, sometimes even angry, like she was wasting her time…
There is something off about the energetics of manifestation in our current culture… When we slow down enough… we sense a nudge that there is something self-absorbed about hyper focusing on how we feel… on our VIBE. There is something subtly narcissistic about it… something that gives us pause… and we just call it “money limitations”.
It sounds like:
I AM
I AM THE ONE.
…the one who manifests, who vibes, who attracts…
I AM the frequency… my desires are forefront…
It’s honestly hilarious how seriously we take our own evolution.
Soooo you took 4 years to learn a single lesson that knocked your business sideways?
So… you still trip over the same pattern?
You still procrastinate on the exact thing you swore you’d do last season?
… and the Infinite is not even blinking.
This entire lifetime is one tiny blip.
A spark.
A micro-moment in a long, long journey of becoming.
You’ve seen people declare absolute certainty about something…
then absolute certainty about its opposite…
then absolute certainty about whatever feels right that week.
This isn’t certainty.
It’s the ego grabbing a >preference< and announcing it as truth.
There is a moment in every soul’s awakening where she realizes the pressure she’s been carrying – “I’m going to change the world…” was never the truth.
It was EFFORT disguised as destiny.
It was ego imitating the soul.
The pressure feels like a calling.
It feels noble.
It feels activating…
God is already perfect.
I realized that asking Him to change things… is kind of ridiculous.
The Creator of all… doesn’t need my instruction.
He doesn’t need my plan.
He doesn’t need me to “remind” Him of what’s right.
He is perfection.
He is already moving everything toward truth… not in my timing, but in alignment.
The 5 levels of Manifestation and their consciousness levels… none of which are good or bad… they are simply part of the journey.
I feel the thousands of humans all over the world are sitting in bedrooms, saunas, coffee shops, and back porches…
with tears in their eyes and pressure in their chest…
because something they used to survive with no longer fits the soul they’ve become.
They’re waking up in the subtle, aching way … the … I can’t do it that way anymore…. awakening.